What's everyone up to?
Sorry that I'm still away. Stuff is why. Aside from Guild Wars 2 y'know.
Sittin' here drawing blanks on what I want to do in terms of skype and dA.
I should clean out my skype contacts and all that crap.
I don't blame anyone if they remove me from skype but there's a few people I obviously won't delete
SuperArrow, MalevolentMan, Reaper-X, Kirona and some other people)but I'm all blah.
Time away has gotten me disconnected. It feels good, and yet it feels weird.
I used to be terribly close to some people. I also really needed a good break from here and everything. That was obvious.
So I dived in and bought a new game that has obviously had me hooked for the past month.
I understand some close friendships may have grown a bit cold and distant, some others may have turned to distant simple connections between two acquaintances.
Things change quickly when one does not keep any sort of track of this sort of thing, and it gets out of control fast.
But, these sorts of things just happen.
I miss some people, and there may even be some people who miss me. Even if I doubt that were true.
This state that I'm in, it feels weird. It's almost intoxicating. Becoming disconnected, being free of people's problems. But I am well.
Though I don't feel like I owe anyone an apology for doing with my time what I choose to do.
Being around for myself, not being subdued mentally. Away from hatred that seems to vibrantly flow in some of the millions of corners of deviantART.
I remember all of you. Who read this, that I have communicated with once before. But I don't want you to miss me; Remember me.
However you want to. Be it positive or negative. I don't care. Not about the negativity anyway.I'm not leaving... I just don't know when I will be back.
I know very well how dynamic the 'community' of deviantART is. And after three and-a-half years of being around... Well, I'm going to say that it's not a very good community. But, this is a biased opinion because I have more experience with negative people than positive people. FurAffinity has a wonderful community so far. I've found (mostly) positive people. A few attention mongers but not much. Here, whiny 14 year-olds crying over how awful their pampered life is, is about more common than how often I go for a drive...
As I said with that I'm not leaving... you know that already. I still show up in chats from time to time, the usual places. Seeing that they have yet to even fall apart as well.
Things change quickly. You just don't know it until you've seen the result that change makes behind your back. Always betraying you.
Anyway that's enough of my rambling.
Bye.
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