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  • Mood: Sadness
  • Listening to: The computer.
  • Reading: Things about Robin Williams
  • Playing: With my thumbs / Guild Wars 2
  • Drinking: COCA-COLA

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I've never actually felt sad for any kind of celebrity passing before.
However to this I cannot see it as the death of a celebrity,
But the death of a friend to every single one of us in some form or another.
The more I willingly read and see about this wonderful, selfless man,
The more hurt I feel, saddened I become with the sudden loss.

I hold fast to my emotions to be strong, I give my love and my thoughts to his family and his friends.
I feel like, I too have lost a friend. Even if I did not personally know Mr Robin Williams.
He was yes, a doctor, a genie, a nanny, so much more.
Both on and off the set he was a very active individual.

Forever lost will be a part of my childhood, but in memories I will still have.
For a long time I will wish that it didn't have to be this way.

Rest well, My Captain. Bless your soul and your heart.


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In loving memory, Robin Williams. July 21, 1951 - August 11, 2014.
  • Mood: Peaceful
  • Listening to: The computer.
  • Playing: With my thumbs / Guild Wars 2
  • Drinking: COCA-COLA
Slowly, I am.
You may have seen me cruisin' around on the dAmn network here and there.
So yeah I've been showing up a little more often.

More to come later!

Also, this video will change your life. It's also a brief look at what the end of the universe will sound like.

  • Mood: Suggestive
  • Listening to: The computer.
  • Playing: With my thumbs / Guild Wars 2
  • Drinking: COCA-COLA
Sorry for what?



I totally did not forget that I haven't made a new journal in forever.
I'm still totally active on FurAffinity and such. I'm still hopping in Guild Wars 2 a lot. Wow. Much Play. Such Game. Very Guild Wars 2.

So here's some updates. I guess.
I got full time at work (was easy to get that too might I add,)
got a new i7 4770K and Asus Maximus VI Formula mainboard. All of what I do is now done better.
Got myself a Windows 7 Professional .iso file finally. Should change over to it. Don't need Ultimate.
I actually drew something not too long ago though I'm not sure if I'll upload it anywhere.

I wish work was from like... 10 AM to 6:30 PM. That way I could wake up on my own at 8 AM or something then go to work. This is why I love my days off and weekends now ._. such sleep however long I want.
I also really wish bitcoin value would drop. A lot. Like... crash. Really hard. I wanna buy two Radeon R9 290X graphics cards but their price has inflated to almost double because of bitcoin mining. If I already had them I wouldn't care. But I don't. So stappit :F



So uh yeah that's all I have any information on right now. Nothing new and exciting I suppose.
What's new?
  • Mood: Content
  • Listening to: Cooler Master Turbine Master
  • Playing: With my thumbs / Guild Wars 2
  • Drinking: COCA-COLA
So do that.
Don't drink and drive either or you'll lose all of my respect, assuming I actually have any to begin with.
Get a cab.
Have fun, be responsible.

Oh I almost forgot.



If you're gonna change something about yourself, why wait?
"MY NEW YEAR'S RESOLUTION IS TO LOSE 20 LBS." 
Stop waiting on new year crap and just do it ya lazy bastard.

"I'm gonna change something about myself-- next year!"  That's the single most ridiculous thing ever.

Anyway happy new year. :aww:
  • Mood: Content
  • Listening to: Corsai H100 / Cooler Master Turbine Master
  • Playing: With my thumbs / Guild Wars 2
  • Drinking: COCA-COLA
hey guys long time no chat. Yes I'm still alive. I just use FurAffinity a lot now of course and I still play a lot of Guild Wars 2.
Just figured I'd let people know and such that I'm still here. Americans had their black Friday shit. Honestly it disgusts me when ANYONE says "Happy Black Friday" because that day symbolizes nothing more than greed.




Anyway moving on. I still love you guys. I'm not too fond of deviantart anymore. The recent move to phase out dAmn It! from the chat networks has lead to my disappointment in keeping the funny alive. Now it's just bad trolls, attention seekers, drama llamas, dare I say self-diagnosed depressed individuals, and other nonsense.

Nothing's really new. I still work, still make some money. Bought a gaming laptop not too long ago. Spiffy and well maintained. Love it.

If you'd like to find me on FurAffinity, my name there is the same as here.

Now then if anyone has questions, feel free to leave a comment and I'll get back to them when I feel like it / can.

Love you guys.


Also hi kyubifan, Kirona, MalevolentMan, SuperArrow :wave:  Stay frosty :stare:
  • Mood: Content
  • Listening to: Corsai H100 / Cooler Master Turbine Master
  • Playing: With my thumbs / Guild Wars 2
  • Drinking: COCA-COLA
As the title clearly stated.
Issues on this website don't really effect me anymore. It's nice because I'm not really attached to this place anymore. It's kinda like one of those hang out places now.
Get on, sit back, say hi, chat a bit, mebbe roleplay because yes I still do that, and then go on about my day.
I can also focus on more important things too.  Granted I never let this place govern what I do in reality, such as hanging with friends and things related. I always jumped on that every opportunity.

I do still like talking to people here of course.
But to say the least I think I found myself back in gaming commonly because a lot of people know that I love gaming. So yeah lawl.

Also thank you for the birthday wishes from everyone.
It was very nice of you.
  • Mood: Joy
  • Listening to: Fear Not This Night, GW2 soundtrack
  • Playing: With my thumbs / Guild Wars 2
  • Drinking: COCA-COLA
I don't even know what I want to do tomorrow :lmao:

SUGGESTIONS ARE NOW OPEN.
  • Mood: Isolated
  • Listening to: Fear Not This Night, GW2 soundtrack
  • Playing: With my thumbs / Guild Wars 2
  • Drinking: COCA-COLA
What's everyone up to?
Sorry that I'm still away. Stuff is why. Aside from Guild Wars 2 y'know.
Sittin' here drawing blanks on what I want to do in terms of skype and dA.
I should clean out my skype contacts and all that crap.
I don't blame anyone if they remove me from skype but there's a few people I obviously won't delete
SuperArrow, MalevolentMan, Reaper-X, Kirona and some other people)
but I'm all blah.

Time away has gotten me disconnected. It feels good, and yet it feels weird.

I used to be terribly close to some people. I also really needed a good break from here and everything. That was obvious.
So I dived in and bought a new game that has obviously had me hooked for the past month.
I understand some close friendships may have grown a bit cold and distant, some others may have turned to distant simple connections between two acquaintances.
Things change quickly when one does not keep any sort of track of this sort of thing, and it gets out of control fast.
But, these sorts of things just happen.
I miss some people, and there may even be some people who miss me. Even if I doubt that were true.
This state that I'm in, it feels weird. It's almost intoxicating. Becoming disconnected, being free of people's problems. But I am well.
Though I don't feel like I owe anyone an apology for doing with my time what I choose to do.
Being around for myself, not being subdued mentally. Away from hatred that seems to vibrantly flow in some of the millions of corners of deviantART.
I remember all of you. Who read this, that I have communicated with once before. But I don't want you to miss me; Remember me.
However you want to. Be it positive or negative. I don't care. Not about the negativity anyway.

I'm not leaving... I just don't know when I will be back.



I know very well how dynamic the 'community' of deviantART is. And after three and-a-half years of being around... Well, I'm going to say that it's not a very good community. But, this is a biased opinion because I have more experience with negative people than positive people. FurAffinity has a wonderful community so far. I've found (mostly) positive people. A few attention mongers but not much. Here, whiny 14 year-olds crying over how awful their pampered life is, is about more common than how often I go for a drive...


As I said with that I'm not leaving... you know that already. I still show up in chats from time to time, the usual places. Seeing that they have yet to even fall apart as well.

Things change quickly. You just don't know it until you've seen the result that change makes behind your back. Always betraying you.


Anyway that's enough of my rambling.
Bye.
  • Mood: Stupefied
  • Listening to: Fear Not This Night, GW2 soundtrack
  • Playing: With my thumbs / Guild Wars 2
  • Eating: SAFEWAY Lumberjack Sandwich
  • Drinking: COCA-COLA
yes I live I haven't died or anything I know some people wishing that but trololol
yes all you local douchebags and asshats and whatnot, I have disappointed you which to that I say GOOD.
go do something better with your time. Like get a job and stop hatin' someone on the internet geez lol


anyway hi everyone I'm here all you genuinely wonderful people (excluding the dickwads of course)
I've been playing guild wars 2 a lot and stuff. It's so much fuuuuunn omg.
I got this level 80 Charr already and workin' on getting more cool stuff for it. I'm real happy with it.

Now I don't sit on a chatroom all day, wasting my time. I put my hard earned computer machine to work playing this game and getting entertainment. I've been having a blast with it :D (Which speaking of my machine is officially complete)
now I'm gonna spam you with Charr stuff.

GW2: The Big Charr Collaboration by Qvi Charr Elementalist by Huussii Charr smooches by Lili-Tea Charr Berserker by unsmoking-Cigarette Charr - Gray Kitsune by tHeGrEteL Charr by LiviaZita Spurting Charr by BloodhoundOmega (This is what charr look like when they run outside of combat; running on all-fours :D ) Guild Wars 2 Charr by Artfall Charr Portraits by pokketmowse GW2 - Charr Doodle by tiikay Charr Invader by VIPerMX :thumb313823903: ( <- have a cute one too) Charr Elementalist wallpaper by GenjiLim
  • Mood: Regretful
  • Listening to: Fear Not This Night, GW2 soundtrack
  • Playing: With my thumbs
  • Eating: SAFEWAY Lumberjack Sandwich
  • Drinking: COCA-COLA
I dunno.
I should probably say that GW2 has put me on a needed hiatus from deviantart. And I'm happy about that. 'Course I pop on from time to time still but you know fuck the system.
ROLLER coasterssssss... moods go on those.
anyway bye now
  • Mood: Neutral
  • Listening to: Feel To Follow, The Maccabees
  • Playing: With my thumbs
  • Eating: SAFEWAY Lumberjack Sandwich
  • Drinking: COCA-COLA
Dragriyu is in a bit of a pickled cucumber. Or pickle. Whichever.
She's doing commissions for money of course. :la:
She's offering traditional sketches and mature commissions, pin-ups. Full nudity, but not explicit FA-only material. ;)

Do be so kind as to check around on her journal here -> Commission infos :D

I think a good example would be this piece Dragriyu did for me a year or so back. Maybe year and a half.
Seiyenna - Gifty by Dragriyu
A more recent piece:
Macho macho mon by Dragriyu

She's really amazing at her work.


I don't think you'll be disappointed, the prices are ... SMASHING :iconnigelthornberryplz:
  • Mood: Humor
  • Listening to: Unknow, The Maccabees
  • Playing: With my thumbs
  • Eating: SAFEWAY Lumberjack Sandwich
  • Drinking: COCA-COLA
I'VE BEEN HERE FOR THREE YEARS.
I'VE HAD THIS USERNAME FOR THREE YEARS, AND THOUGHT OF IT THREE YEARS BEFORE I EVEN JOINED DEVIANTART.

WHAT'S THAT ABOUT ME STEALING YOUR USERNAME INITIALS, PERSON WHO'S BEEN HERE FOR LESS THAN A YEAR?

WHO THE FUCK ARE YOU?

Sit the fuck down and shutup bro.



IN OTHER NEWS,
I think for the most part I'm somewhat alright again.
Bought myself a wicked gaming headset. Sadly they're not anti-bullshit but they're 5.1 surround sound in my ears so close enough.
About to buy myself Defiance and play online B-)

Edit:
These headphones do have an anti-bullshit setting though.
Volume:
Quiet,
loud,
anti-bullshit.
  • Mood: Miserable
  • Listening to: Unknow, The Maccabees
  • Playing: With my thumbs
  • Drinking: COCA-COLA
as the title says.

somewhat dropping my dA activity for a bit again.
A couple of you could probably guess why but I'll leave it to you to figure it out anyway.

Bye now.
  • Listening to: Unknow, The Maccabees
  • Playing: With my thumbs
  • Drinking: COCA-COLA
yeah today marks my three years of dA under this name.

woo
  • Mood: Unhappy
  • Listening to: Unknow, The Maccabees
  • Playing: With my thumbs
  • Drinking: COCA-COLA
Yes, I'm alive. Still kicking. Ain't that bad news.

I've improved a little bit since my last journal.
I started thinking about what would be best for my mind when a friend told me to understand and enjoy my own company for a while.

"This solitude can be scary, but in time we can learn to be our own companion, learn that there's no better company. That's a valuable lesson to learn."

Despite this, there are still a few things that strike me. A few people I still find frustrating, as if I want to give up and throw off and bail when considering them.

I've not been doing anything art related for a while as well and I do not regret this. In fact I've been passing the time by playing more games more often lately.
As I've said I have hung around the chats as some of you may already know.

Right. There's your update. No other important dickardness that needs to be mentioned here, now scram.
  • Mood: Sadness
  • Listening to: Unknow, The Maccabees
  • Playing: With my thumbs
  • Drinking: COCA-COLA
About stuff.

I'm gonna drop my activity on dA for a bit.
Not been feeling well lately, bothered mostly. Not sick or anything. Just 'Meh'  you know that kinda of shit.
Been doing fine lately, just it's the same old shit.
So I'm kinda generally on the unhappy side of things for now.
Friend bs too. Haha, righ? Real friends. Pfffffffft. Try to be a good friend and all you get is fuckin' walked on. Fuck you this is my mostly pointless empty-winded rant. Go home.


I'll still be around the chats though.
If you have me on skype you can also hit me there too.

K. Bye now.
  • Mood: Pleased
  • Playing: With my thumbs / Garry&#039;s Mod
  • Drinking: COCA-COLA
I wanna take you to a gay bar!

GIVE ME YOUR WEASYL, NOW. If you have one.

Just went and made one so now I want to add people.
  • Mood: Grouchy
  • Playing: With my thumbs / Garry&#039;s Mod
  • Drinking: COCA-COLA
Someone on skype deletes you because there was a lack of conversation.
It starts off looking like a nice friend prospect and you both think you could become fair friends, then one day they just don't want to talk because of whatever shit's going on.
Then you give them space and don't bother them because you're nice like that, and then suddenly one day you discover that they deleted you from skype contacts etc.
That, to me, is disappointing.


Anyway moving along now.

Oh. I'm out of Coca-Cola again.
  • Mood: Tired
  • Playing: With my thumbs / Garry&#039;s Mod
  • Drinking: COCA-COLA
Hey! Hey-hey hey hey-hey-hey hey, hey-hey hey hey-hey!
Go check out Talleybear's work! It's so lovely and refreshing (if you ask me) :eager:

Like this, :thumb294988825: and that, :thumb342133669: and that, :thumb350165554: and even this! :thumb351231011:

And then this! :thumb351666393: Oh also this! :eager: :thumb351854630:

Seriously, go check out her gallery and work! She also has a $2 commission deal going on right now too so jump on it while you can :eager:

:new: Also, be sure to check out the auction and adoptables she's created! :new:

Auction: :thumb351752150:  -- Adoptables: :thumb351737061:

Give 'em a look and help support Talleybear, an already impressive artist! :D
  • Mood: Tired
  • Playing: With my thumbs
  • Drinking: COCA-COLA
OH YEAH.
Now if I can just get passed the typos and various syntax errors. Ok ok there we go. A'ight.

Also congratulations MiloticScale on seniority. :eager:

okay let's just cut straight to the features. I'm too lazy to throw in random banter right now. Didn't get enough sleep last night to be enthusiastic so HERE WE GO.

By MalevolentMan: DragonGoneDragoness30P by MalevolentMan  Shikari Almost Done by MalevolentMan  RQ for 5Ghost8Dragon3 by MalevolentMan

By: RA-Sols: Teran'fal Anumatsura Design 2 by RA-Sols Malak the Freelancer by RA-Sols  When Pete Attacks by RA-Sols

By: GlynnRaynes  Gold Shaded Request~ by GlynnRaynes  Scythe ANIMATED WIP2, Full Body by GlynnRaynes Adelais Request by GlynnRaynes

By: The-SixthLeafClover  DragonVale Party hats by The-SixthLeafClover  Molten Lava Dragon by The-SixthLeafClover Magic of Souls by The-SixthLeafClover

By Arkxous :thumb345996597:  :thumb345603164:  :thumb345521831:

By: Aimee-Lesley-Sim

By: oshaii   lazy BASTard by oshaii

By: l-Blair-l  Secret Santa! by l-Blair-l Tease by l-Blair-l Dierese by l-Blair-l

By: Talleybear  :thumb348050431:  :thumb346200962:  :thumb346487025:

By: noctem-tenebris Yousa need a Bath stinkeh! by noctem-tenebris Narse by noctem-tenebris :thumb260598994:

OKAY OKAY THAT SHOULD BE GOOD FOR NOW.
Completelyrandomfeatureyay
enjoy and hopefully you got some new peeps you're watching :eager:
Mebbe when I am not so damn tired I will feature MOOOOAAAARRR